Bye, my Rin'! :)

 

 

Sakura Sakura (Instrumental with Shakuhachi and Shamisen) - Rin

I've just seen this on wikipedia.org: "According to the band's website, as of February 2009, Rin' put an end to their activities and has decided to disband.", so that's the end of one of my favorite traditional Asian music band :). Goodbye, Rin'! Finally, the rings has stopped their echoing sounds, and I'm sure I will do miss the sound of Tomoca's shakuhachi the most. In fact, shakuhachi (Asian vertical flute) is the instrument I love the most, always and forever :) due to its ability to express so many types of sounds and emotions from happiness to sadness and even depression, from innocence and pure to calmness and loneliness, and so on... And I also love shakuhachi for another reason: one of my favorite novel characters usually played an instrument related to shakuhachi whenever he felt lonesome or thought 'bout anything from his past, 'bout his lost wife, his growing daughter, all his friends and even his enemies; he used the sound of shakuhachi to monologize to himself :). How lonely an old man could be for living so long and for so smart and wise he is. Wisdom is somehow not good at all, especially when you use that advantage to show the world humans are just nothing but blind and stupid creatures.

Ok. I must admit that I've rambled once again. It really is difficult to focus on only one topic when you've been thinking too much these days and you have the desire and ambition to write down, to express those things all at once. Maybe I should slowly take note of them all and then try to arrange every thought and idea in a reasonable order so that I could create a story of my own, huh 8->? Not a bad idea but easily to be forgotten when time always goes by and let everything become dust and nothing :). "Life is not like in the movies. Life is much harder.", how much I miss these words from Cinema Paradiso's old Alfredo.

:))

Gosh! Stormy season, it's raining again. Just wanna run out on the street and shout out so loud as children used to do. So many things has changed... :), and I don't know why I'm that stubborn. Accepting changes never is something easy and simple to me. Hope someday I could find a true reason to continue to grow up :).


Bye, my Rin'. Wish all 3 of you could find your success in new ways :). Just never let those beautiful sounds from the past be forgotten.

 

 

*whistling* :)

Keep moving forward

“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”

                                - Walt Disney

What a weekend night! Rather good movies to watch and nice soundtracks listen and to think more and deeply about the meanings of life, youth, love, hope and determination :). I don't know if I could become a writer as I always want to be, but I know that I can keep moving forward, I can keep writing as long as words, imagination, dreams and the desire to write are still with me... :). Thanks, Walt! Your words remind me of how much love and peace I always have when I let words get out of my head and become something truly real, something truly exists in my life. What I want is not success or fame or money, all I want is just to forever have chances to witness anything I catch sight of in my life, to remember them with my memories and to make them become my own experiences. I want to learn, I want to know more about this life. There're still so many things I don't know that my curiosity always pushes me forward to explore any new things :).

Life's mysterious and still waiting for us, youth, to come and find the right key the open the box of this life's very final secrets. And I want everyone around who is always having to hear me complaining sarcastically about life this fact that the more I show myself as a weird girl with so freaky ideas of life, the more I love my life. To me, death is much more scary than humans and... mice :|.


Nice Weekend! :)