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2009-03-09 10:18 am
I'm not happy now, I'm disappointed with myself despite the fact that I was so happy that I thought I could find my true love right today just 3 hours ago. Oh Gosh! It's such Life! And I'm so stupid.
Now I want to have a friend by my side to share my feelings, my lost confidence and my discouragement with her but there's noone here with me now. The only one who is nearest to me at the moment is not the one I'd love to have a talk with her. So I chose to talk with myself to overcome this dispirited state once again. :)) Yeah it's my life. I always have noone around me when I really need them. Yet they always have me for their own sadness and every moody moment they have in their lives. How can this life that unfair?
I know that everyone has their own properties but what more important is which one more precious. Maybe this is my punishment for trying to be who I want and do what I want without caring about others' thought, feelings and advice. Maybe this, and maybe that, and I'm still alone with my sadness and self-disappointment now. :)) That desrves me!
Now I want to have a friend by my side to share my feelings, my lost confidence and my discouragement with her but there's noone here with me now. The only one who is nearest to me at the moment is not the one I'd love to have a talk with her. So I chose to talk with myself to overcome this dispirited state once again. :)) Yeah it's my life. I always have noone around me when I really need them. Yet they always have me for their own sadness and every moody moment they have in their lives. How can this life that unfair?
I know that everyone has their own properties but what more important is which one more precious. Maybe this is my punishment for trying to be who I want and do what I want without caring about others' thought, feelings and advice. Maybe this, and maybe that, and I'm still alone with my sadness and self-disappointment now. :)) That desrves me!
