Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again (Naturally)

"In a little while from now,
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promised myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower,
And climbing to the top,
Will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it's like when your shattered
Left standing in the lurch, at a church
Where people 're saying,
"My God that's tough, she stood him up!
No point in us remaining.
May as well go home."
As I did on my own,
Alone again, naturally

To think that only yesterday,
I was cheerful, bright and gay,
Looking forward to, but who wouldn't do,
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down,
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch,
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt,
All about God and His mercy
For if He really does exist
Why did He desert me
In my hour of need?
I truly am indeed,
Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that
There are more hearts
Broken in the world
That can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?

(instrumental break)

Now looking back over the years,
And what ever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to have cried the tears
And at sixty-five years old,
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn't understand, why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart
So badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally"

Special thanks to one dear friend of mine for bringing this special song to me. I truly felt touched from the first moment its melodies and meaningful lyrics got into head and slowly absorbed into my heart and my mind. Losses were being described with its unique beauty and sadness but how come something so relieved and peaceful appeared and still remained in me after all? Is that share? Is that somehow like a way of finding a pal, a companion or even a temporary soulmate to share every hurt you get with? Maybe... So that could be why I don't feel lonesome at all while listening to this song.

Thanks, Gilbert. Loneliness keeps standing still but seems like hopes are finding their position in me again :).

And thanks, my dear friend for your sympathy for hurt and loss of anyone who is very close to you. Thanks for being a good man! :) You might don't know thay when you keep being so kind to all your friends, all your relatives, it's also a sympathy you give me to make any bad feelings I have become easier to come over. Thanks a lot! :)

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Just bought some books. All are quite shorter than any books in my bookshelves now. Hope new experience could brighten my coming up days. Hope I could have courage to come the decisions less useless than the ones I've made recently. I want to be back to life again. I want to love and to be loved so much that my jealousy to all the loving couples I caught sight of everywhere has come to its limits :)). How sarcastic I am! Loneliness is a disease that would stay forever with humans' lives, from generations to generations and would only end with the end of this world. So we can do nothing to prevent that special sickness. The only we could do is to make other people around each individual feel good with our tender cares. That's all. And Love always treats that trouble very well.

So... Love... :)!